Blabbermouth

3 AM

Amazing news: I’ve caught this year’s strain of flu and it’s too strong I’ve been huffing and puffing for 2 (or actually 3?) straight days now.

So, 3am thoughts?

I’ve been annoyed lately with an old friend who I can confirm loves to stir some conflict between people and make it appear like he’s a moderator, or someone you can talk and listen to. I don’t even want to know where he’s going with this but please. Just. Stop. I don’t get why you want to meddle with issues that a. you’re not even a part of and b. is done. Just of focus on your own life and issues and stop involving ours in yours. Thank you. Ü

I never fully understood how crazy wedding planning is until now. There’s too many things to plan and to choose from I can’t even decide on a theme/motif cause there’s too much fancy things on Pinterest! Haha. I’ve pinned and pinned pegs and pretty things which doesn’t help at all cause I keep changing my mind whenever I see something else. I’ve also printed out these wedding checklists which in a way diverted my focus in a certain direction so my whatthefuckamidoing thoughts are slowly dissolving. So far, we have booked a date (shet, wala nang atrasan to!), slowly building up our pre-nup album (most pictures are from different travels) and booked a church + venue. Next step (I think) should be finalising our wedding suppliers (we have already pre-decided), finalise guest list then invites! Whoo! I didn’t really realise we’ve done this much till now.
Wish me luck mga bes!

Aca-sabihan, Blabbermouth

Timehop: 2 years to why

Thanks to timehop, I was reminded of one of my “self-destruct” days.

Two years ago, I was asked this question which in turn made me burst in tears. I didn’t get the chance to answer, I just cried and cried knowing how this decision was one of the reasons that led to a failed relationship. Backstory was: I had everything mapped out in my head. Timeline, details. I simply thought I had everything figured out. Then, out of the blue, “UK” came in the picture. It was not an opportunity you just set aside. It was something you grab with open arms.

It was a choice between relationships. Me or us. In a single heartbeat, I chose myself. Maybe it was foolish. Maybe it was selfish. Maybe, I was too ambitious. But also, maybe it was just what I needed. And I was right. I did need this. And I couldn’t be more happy for making this decision.