Gradation

Currently:
Daydreaming about going on a roadtrip

Listening to Genesis by Dua Lipa

Drinking Tequila with friends

Smelling Jasmine candle scent

Feeling reminiscent; emotional

Thinking of life’s series of changes and what not

Time Check: 00:21H
Yesterday was my last day at work in Theatres. The year I’ve spent in this place made me realise loads of things about myself and what I want in my career. I want interaction with patients; I want to be actively involved in the care. I’ve also learned that I won’t put up with some surgeon’s attitudes at giving them everything they demand for; 🙄😂 That I’m not built for this type of job, and that it just made me so unhappy. So, I quit (after I got a new job offer course). It was bitter sweet though, cause as much as I didn’t enjoy the actual work, I had plenty of fun with the people I worked with. I was wretched to leave just because of them. 😢

I wonder what my future will be in my new post. Wish me luck!

Aca-sabihan

of Teal and Silver

I’ve just put the tree up in the house! While doing it though, I felt a bit melodramatic. I used to do this bit with my Mom. We would rearrange the house and decorate the tree and once were done and tired, we’ll sit side by side and just stare at the tree and the lights silently. I miss that. I miss Mama. :(

I also can’t help but feel sentimental cause this will be my 3rd christmas here in this country. Where has the time gone?

Aca-sabihan, Blabbermouth

Timehop: 2 years to why

Thanks to timehop, I was reminded of one of my “self-destruct” days.

Two years ago, I was asked this question which in turn made me burst in tears. I didn’t get the chance to answer, I just cried and cried knowing how this decision was one of the reasons that led to a failed relationship. Backstory was: I had everything mapped out in my head. Timeline, details. I simply thought I had everything figured out. Then, out of the blue, “UK” came in the picture. It was not an opportunity you just set aside. It was something you grab with open arms.

It was a choice between relationships. Me or us. In a single heartbeat, I chose myself. Maybe it was foolish. Maybe it was selfish. Maybe, I was too ambitious. But also, maybe it was just what I needed. And I was right. I did need this. And I couldn’t be more happy for making this decision.