I’ve been having these paranoid thoughts due to an occurrence related to my health. It has been the source of stress since yesterday, and I just needed to get all of this out.

Arte ng intro ko. Oo, namomoblema ako, may sakit ata ako and it scares me like hell and this is not a chos! I can’t really explain the details here, pero yun nga I am sure there’s something wrong with me and I am so afraid and stressed kaya nagpicture picture ulit ako ng wala sa oras.

Pagdating ko from work, medyo na-BV ako ng slight sa balur due to unavoidable circumstances. Good thing may naitago akong chocolate cake sa ref so I ate it in front of the mirror. While eating, sabi ko sa sarili ko, “maganda aura mo today girl, kume-curls pa ang hair naturally. dali wag palampasin ang pagkakataon, i-document na yan”. So nagpauto naman ako sa sarili ko, sabi ko naman, “peg ko ngayon, yung walang mook-up” kaya lang, my lips looked so pale so inavail ko nalang ang pink lipstick ni Inay.

Habang sine-set-up ko ang tripod, camera, mirror, sabi ng mudra “magsisisa ka nanaman anak?” (SISA- babaliw-baliwan; dress-up;) and I said “OO” proudly. So nung na-set up na, test shots naman daw muna ako kunware..

Di ko masyadong bet, so nagchange outfit ako ulit.

Fez shot. Ma-highlight lang ang lipstick for a change.

With super Flash!
 

Natural light
 

And then, I saw the mirror.
 

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Ako’y nagi-istretching! CHaring!

So ang moral lesson dito? Idaan sa picture taking ang problema! Pwedeeee. Pero, kanya-kanyang way nga iyan ng pag-cope. Individual differences. Nagkatoon lang na this activity made me forget about everything for a few minutes so it works for me! Try nyo rin. :)