And suddenly, it hit me. And it hurts so bad. Knowing how you already had it and how it made you so happy. How in an instant, you felt so complete and then suddenly, gone. I’ve always been positive; I’ve always prepared myself that these tragedies happen. I know that something better is coming. But still, those fleeting moments of what could’ve been have its way of hitting you to the core just when you least expect it.
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Random Snippets #15
• I always rant about my sleeping issues here but there’s a new development. Lately, my usual techniques didn’t seem to work (kahit yung ever dependable vicks on my eye lids walang epek!). For some reason, I stumbled upon ASMR sleep videos and as much as I didn’t want to admit it, tumalab siya for me. Ang weirdness ko talaga lumelevel up!
• I sometimes have this mood wherein I just want to be lazy and left alone in my bed/sofa and that is exactly what I did last christmas. Add to that I also caught the flu so at least I had a socially acceptable reason to ditch everyone.
• Andami ko ring napag isip isp during this hibernation katulad ng pano kung manananggal ka pero ang hati mo lengthwise. Kakaiba talaga yung flow ng utak ko pero I’m happy kasi I saw someone tweet a similar concept and naconfirm ko na di ako nag iisa.
• Time will always be worth more than money and regret.
• Ang tanda ko na pala talaga.
• So we just watched Bird Box last night and I enjoyed it so mega promote naman ako sa friends and ang funny lang kasi nashunga ako and I kept saying: uy nood kayo nung bird cage sa netflix ganda siya!
• Excited nako sa black mirror! Wooohoooo!
• di ko padin tapos essay ko kakanood ko ng kung ano anong series. Behele ne!
• Na-try ko narin yung Jollibee dito. Of course nagreminisce ako nung natikman ko yung chicken. Pero mas nagreminisce ako sa eksenang tatayo ka sa likod nung kumakain to silently say ako yung susunod na uupo pag tapos na kayo lumafang. Punuan sila so unahan and kanya kanyang diskarte sa pagkuna ng seats which is medyo hassle if madami kayo. Also, don’t forget to bring cash at wala pang machine sila bes.
Random Snippets #14
I have never used the library this much all my life! lol. Still lacking 6,000 words for my requirement and here I am chumechelfie cause I’m so drained. Ubusan ng English mga beshies!
Anyway, ano pa ba mga ganap?
I keep on promising on more content pero waley natutupad because I have been busy working full- time plus am also a part time student. Plus I also do extra shifts. Plus I also want to have a bit of life so may mga nasisingit na konting pa have fun jan. Of course, what I am moaning about now doesn’t even match the rest of the legit people out there pero gusto ko lang mang chenez kase I am running out of things to write on my essay so kunware type type lang ng kung ano anong random things para kunwari busy.
I am looking at random questions here about life, love and anything in between so I shall try to answer while I’m still rebooting my brain.
1.What did you want to be when you were a kid?
I always wanted to be a lawyer. I think up to now bet ko parin siya and there’s still that side of me that wants to pursue it but we’ll see! My second option was to become a pre-school teacher. I suuuuper love kids and I would say I’m very patient so pasok ako sa vanga,
2. Favourite social media
Instagram for the artsy cheneler feed/pictures; Twitter for the no filter lakampake content; WordPress for my random writing which I know no one really reads lol pero I’m saving it all for my future reading and Tumblr for hugot and oo nga noh moments.
3. Favourite destination
I haven’t travelled well enough but I would say my number 1 would still be in Zermatt, Switzerland and second is my favourite Iceland and 3rd spot would be Prague. Itong 3 places yung mga tipong okay lang balik balikan ko.
4. Drunken story time
One too many especially on my prime days. Di pako ready mag share, lol. Next time na lang!
5. Your thoughts on Long distance relationship
Ayan medyo serious question. By the way, these questions I got them from Pinterest kasi nga inaaliw ko sarili ko ngayon. So yun nga, LDR – well it’s not for everyone. I have been in one so madami akong opinyon. Although mahirap, I could say madami din siyang advantages especially for self growth. Naisip ko tuloy this would be a nice topic for a full entry so dun ko nalang pala sagutin. Pero in general, of course may perks. Pero mahirap din. It’s an extra commitment aside from the commitment you have in a relationship. I say extra kasi it takes effort. As in joint effort dapat. Lucky for some kasi new advances in technology makes everything easier. Ako, I started with snail mails. Pero yun nga, discuss ko nalang pala in a separate entry para mai-share ang mga experiences.
6. What is your message to people you’ve hurt
Ay wow, padeep na ng padeep. Siyempre, if I acknowledge na I am not perfect and will at some point hurt anyone. To those people, I am very sorry.
7. What are you afraid of the most?
In fairness dito sa questions ah, pumapailim na. Parang gusto ko ng mag essay ulet.
8. What is your biggest mistake and what did you learn?
Sagutin tong questions na to char! My biggest mistake is probably turning my heart into stone because I know I hurt people unintentionally in the process. char!
Andami pang hanash pero pagod nako and tapos na break time ko. Back to work na ulit! Babuuush
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